knows why

I've been sitting' here
trying to find myself
i get behind myself
i need to rewind myself
looking for the payback
and i feel like number one
but yet I'm last in line
everybody knows my name
they say it way out loud
a lot of people fuck with me
People don't know about the things
i say and do they don't understand
about the shit that I've been through
Oh somehow I know there's more to life
than this
I'll keep moving on and only God knows why